Yes, control is an illusion. Mark and the kids are at the other house. They're packing everything up so the house will be ready for new renters. My assignment work is pretty much done. It's time to gather everything up and go out and join them to finish the work.
Tomorrow will be a training day, so I'll come in early for a good run with my partner. Time to log some more serious km than we've been doing.
The chaos currently includes:
- two Masters courses
- getting house ready for renters
- work stuff (ramped up somewhat)
- 10 km/triathalon/trail running training
- parenting
- personal stuff
If I could manage the pesonal stuff better, I would be way more efficient. I swear I'm self-sabotaging, but two years of self-sabotage doesn't seem reasonable. When I looked at the time and realized it was two years, I couldn't believe it.
I've put it out to the universe: send me the tools to resolve this or move past it. It can't keep going like this any more because the only person it's hurting is me.
Namaste.
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